From Fireworks to Faithfulness
- Andrew Ormiston
- Aug 12, 2025
- 4 min read

The first spark is intoxicating. It doesn’t arrive politely. It storms in like an uninvited guest who somehow knows exactly when to appear — a rush of vision, a jolt of clarity that leaves you almost dizzy. In those moments, the work doesn’t feel like work at all. It feels inevitable, as though it already exists somewhere and you’ve simply been chosen to uncover it. You can’t write fast enough, can’t sketch quickly enough, can’t get your hands to keep pace with the mind that’s suddenly alight.
Sleep becomes optional. Meals are an afterthought. You wake each day eager to step back into the stream, and the stream greets you willingly. This is the part people romanticise when they talk about creativity. And for a while, it is everything they say it is.
But then — and there’s always a “then” — the atmosphere changes. The current slows. The work stops feeling inevitable and starts feeling deliberate, and not in a good way. The words resist you. The vision loses some of its shine. The idea, once an urgent river, narrows to a hesitant trickle. You keep showing up, but the magic doesn’t.
It’s here, in this quiet thinning of momentum, that most endeavours quietly die. Not because the idea wasn’t good, or because the person wasn’t “talented enough,” but because they didn’t know that inspiration is only the opening act. The real work — the lasting work — is forged in the stretch between the first spark and the finished thing. That stretch has a name: fidelity.
The Afterlife of the Spark
Neuroscience gives us a partial explanation. Novelty floods the brain with dopamine; beginnings are chemically intoxicating. The mind is wired to reward newness, to mark the start of something with a rush that makes us want to keep going. But that chemical high is temporary. It’s designed to get us moving, not to carry us to the end.
Lasting creation requires something far less glamorous: repetition. Neural pathways deepen through consistent use, the way a footpath becomes visible only after hundreds of steps. This is why fidelity matters. It is the habit of returning — not when the mood strikes, but especially when it doesn’t.
Yet fidelity feels different from inspiration. Where inspiration sweeps you off your feet, fidelity asks you to put one foot in front of the other, day after day. It’s slower, quieter, sometimes painfully unremarkable. It won’t make your heart race. But over time, it makes something else possible — the deepening of skill, the sharpening of vision, the emergence of work that holds its own weight.
And here’s the paradox: that stretch without fireworks, the part we often call “the grind,” is actually where the magic has a chance to mature. Sparks can dazzle. But it’s the steady fire that keeps a home warm through winter.
The Blueprint in the Beginning
There’s a pattern for this written into the first page of Scripture. In Genesis, God works for six days and then — in an almost unnecessary twist — stops. He rests.
The Hebrew text makes this richer than our English “rest” suggests. The verb shabat does mean “to cease,” but not as a collapse from fatigue — it’s the deliberate stopping that comes when something is finished. In Genesis 2:1–2, the verb kalah (“to complete, to bring to an end”) appears alongside shabat, making it clear: the work reached its fullness, and therefore it could be set down. The seventh day is not recovery; it is arrival.
This rhythm is more than poetic symmetry. It is a finite, bounded span for work, after which the task is complete and the focus shifts from doing to inhabiting. Work without this boundary eventually collapses under its own weight, hollowed out by exhaustion. Rest without work drifts into meaninglessness, untethered and shapeless. But when work and rest are bound together, they form a pulse — creation and contemplation, effort and ease, expression and renewal.
For us, this rhythm is not just a suggestion for healthy living. It’s a survival code for long projects, long commitments, long faithfulness. And it is not merely “taking a break” from productivity; it’s the entering into the completeness of what’s been made. Without that moment of ceasing, the work remains unfinished in more ways than one.
The Right-Brain Doorway
When the spark fades, our instinct is to clamp down. We reach for the left hemisphere’s tools — lists, schedules, metrics, control. And those tools matter. They give structure and accountability. But if we live only in that space, the work becomes sterile, mechanical, cut off from the pulse that gave it life.
Creativity also lives in the right hemisphere — the realm of image, music, texture, metaphor. It’s the place where we don’t just complete a task but enter an atmosphere. Where the work becomes less of a transaction and more of a relationship.
Entering through the right brain means approaching the work as a space to inhabit rather than a job to execute. Before you start writing, you might light a candle whose scent tells your body, we’re here again. Before painting, you might listen to a song that feels like the colours you’re about to mix. The cues are not distractions; they are invitations.
This is the hemisphere that knows how to dwell. And fidelity, if it’s going to last, needs a place to dwell.
The Long Obedience
The poet Eugene Peterson once called discipleship “a long obedience in the same direction.” The same could be said for any work worth doing. You don’t keep a project alive with grand gestures. You keep it alive with small, stubborn returns — the way a gardener keeps watering long before the soil shows signs of green.
In practice, this means anchoring yourself in tiny, repeatable actions. It means knowing when to work and when to stop, creating boundaries that protect the work from burnout. It means entering the work with your senses, not just your to-do list.
And above all, it means treating the work not as a performance to manage but as a relationship to tend. Relationships thrive on presence, attention, and return — exactly what fidelity demands.
The arc of any enduring creation is the same: a flash of wonder, a stretch of endurance, and — if you’ve stayed the course — a deepening into something that surprises even you. Inspiration wakes you. Fidelity transforms you. And when the spark fades, it is not the end of the dream.
It is the moment you step into its real life.




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